我最幸福的时刻, 就是和你在一起的时候

News

2012-02-02T03:56:00.003+08:00

Bay just told me office offer her to go California for a week-1month if she takes up the promotion but she rejected after consider for more than a week. OMG! IS A VERY GOOD OPPORTUNITY and yet bay rejected before telling me. Literally in shock. before she told me she had rejected i keep persuade her to go, just go, i will go with her. Find all the way to take a week leave or take no pay leave for a month if can. but before i can suggest she alr rejected two days ago. last year she offered to go Hk, tw and even shanghai for work but she turned down coz of me, and now its California, its US which she told me last time if she being offered to go US she wont stay and just go for it. but now, tsk. I asked her the reason why she rejected and she ask me a question, if ive gone, will you be zombie? and my tears start to roll in my eye even when i think of it. Will you be crying on the bed alone cause im not besides you? What if you found someone new? i HUGGED her. She love me alot more. She given up her career numerous of time just to stay besides me and yet i keep thinking i love her more than she love me.

Indeed, She's love me more using her own way of love and others which including me judging her love for me is less.

Chan Yan Ming, i love you, and will always be.

you are my dream come true

2012-02-01T04:02:00.000+08:00

Valentine day is around the corner, gonna chart down how we know each other, how fate bring us.

Its all start from the application EL from iphone, app for lesbian. Received a msg from el during my noon duty on 17 April 2011. A msg Hi and i reply her Hi too. (a auto msg send when u interested the opposite, i found out aft 2 months.) So we start to chat. I do believe el is real and for her she just thou is fake and just go with it msging me.

She went to malaysia companying her fren to funeral on weekends but still she text me using the sim card her fren lend her. We change to Whats app aft few day when shes back, and the facebook.

When i got the accident(bike), shes so worry about me(how could she be when we just know eachother) And its during my night duty. Clean my wound and i sent a photo of it to her. since then, we use photo to chat.

We are common, the thing we love to eat, do almost the same.

The first time i met her was in the train(doing perm night), she was gg to work and im gg home. Knowing that her mood is down totally makes me feel down too so i decide to create a lil card for her. Print out the photos that she once sent to me saying she will look at it when shes is down and a lil word for her and ofcause sweets and choco to boost her up.

The Second time we meet is when i dint eat any meal whole day and complain of hunger yet i dont want to eat anything thats when shes worry and she meet me at Amk Mac aft her steamboat buffet at redhill area. HAHAHA.So shy. Talk to her, i dont even dare to look into her eyes. Finished a Big Mac myself infront of her(she got a shock) then when about to go home she realise to forgotten to bring back one device from her office which is at YCK so we took train and walk in(abt 15mins). Chatting away dint realise its reached. Took the first ever photo outside her office.

is her smile thats attracts me.

we skype, chat, msging everyday without failed.

not too long, she confess to me when i angry of her saying to me over the phone asking me not to love her and i blog about me wont love/like you except u did first.(i dono why im so angry but i know im kind of like her but who the one she is asking me not to like her). And of cause im feel happy, over joy but i know we cant be tgt. she has someone in her heart, she cant or probably be with me at the moment. No timeline, we just date. No status but im happy at the point of time, every happy, cherish every possibly time i can spent with her. I dono when she will be leaving me but im just satisfy.

i went to batam, for 3D2N, she told me she misses me. =)

We went dating for the first time at cine, she left home cause her fren never bring keys and so i went dinner with laopo at 75 which she came to meet me aft tt even thou shes not eating. felt guilty why she came down specially but she said treat it as she just wants to see me.

Meet up the next feel day at starbucks, our fav place where everythings starts.

From the very first being with her is not easy, her ex/best fren. They still tangle tgt and i am dating her. Waited alone at town starbucks when she pass me her precious 18 year old bday ring asking me to hold it(always wanting to take from her but she refused) and wait, She told me she wont know what time she will be back, but wait for her. ( her ex making a big fuss at bugis) i am scared, in delirium, maybe she bought her ex to meet me, or maybe we wont see eachother aft today and so on, alot of things came into my mind. Then she really returned right before 12mn. Settled, she hold my hand telling me she wont ever leave me alone.

And soon, i have to go Beijing for educational trip for 5d4n.

its the toughest time ever when i realize i cant leave any inch of her, hows she is impt to me.

You are my dream come true.

Happy valentine. You always my valentine.

Love you always Yan Chan.

2012-01-29T02:32:00.001+08:00

I miss home
With
Baby.

Baby Birthday surprise One

2012-01-13T20:43:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday in advance.

Gave baby the gift and she gave me a lsn...

Happy new year

2012-01-03T19:20:00.001+08:00

Happy new year everyone, Yan chan..
Love you as usual, always. Xx

2012 Resolution

2011-12-31T21:46:00.002+08:00

1 Class 2A

- in progress half way. but turn lazy. haha shall resume next year.

HALF PASS

2 Class 3A

- Pass btt and ftt. 2 step foward. left practical

HALF PASS

3 gold coast/haerbin

- went cold country tokyo. LOL

HALF PASS

4 Iphone 4

- bought it

PASS

5 remove braces

- long to go. tsk.

-FAILED

6 be more sexy

-although from m size to s size. fat still.

FAILED

7 perm hair

- done.

PASS

8 bf/gf

-YAN! heh

PASS

9 saving

-spent it on holiday.

FAILED

Had fulfilled 4 1/2 out of 9 this year resolution.. Out of my expectation I met Yan, the best gift I ever had. First girlfriend who is so good to me. Been with her for almost 7 months.

2012 Resolution

1. Tokyo again, Hk with Yan
2. Get more increment
3. Class 3
4. Get a car( tgt with baby)
5. Travel to greece, winter area.
6. Spent Xmas, new year at oversea with Yan
7. House allowance by yan(hehe)
8. Have 5k saving
9. Stay at 50+ kg
10. Forever after with Yan Chan.

PS: All the above I wants to spend it together with Yan chan..

ramdon

2011-12-09T00:49:00.002+08:00

bento for baby on our 6th month anniversay

couple wear. shy*

D&D

baby got me this >.<

Anw, i Cut my hair short aft 7 years..

Tokyo

2011-12-09T00:47:00.001+08:00

Went to tokyo last month,
Tokyo disneyland with baby + the mum. Had fun over there. Took many photos, and all Photos in facebook.

Baby sent a Xmas card out from Disneyland to sg.. Duper sweet. <3

27/11/2011 marked the day i offically bought yan home

2011-11-30T00:44:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy till i wanna dance, scream, jump, sing.
Cant explain how i felt.
ME, OFFICALLY brought baby back to my hse for family dinner.
Asked my mum to get approver from my dad. Everybody went back for dinner, sister and bro in law, my bro and her gf apple. hehehe went ntuc with baby to get fruits and choco for my family since its her first time there, better to get something for my family.
I was super nervous, cant seat still when we were in bus. reached my hse, baby called my dad, and what the hell i was so shock tt my dad actually aknownledge her... hahahhaah happy. dad dint give a black face at all... played some card games with families. uber fun.

oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah. talk to my mum the next day, my dad dint say anything. hehe

First time offically bring gf home.

=)

2011-11-15T07:34:00.001+08:00

I need candy
I need ice cream
I need you

那些年

2011-11-15T00:02:00.001+08:00

Watched 那些年, dint tear just felt touched. Baby cried during ending. Dint know the reason until she told me aft the show. It's was her first love with her ex, the story. The ex married n she has to gave up(finally). She dint attend the wedding but her fren went. She saw the pic And she hugged it and went to toilet cried n told herself it's time to let go. The show just like her.This time, make me teared, secretly. Izzit she still have feeling for the first one?! I felt so heartache I'm glad that we gg separate home today. At least she won't see my face.

P/S: Some feeling just uncontrollably makes me heartache. I just can't control.

11:11:11:11:11:11

2011-11-12T00:20:00.001+08:00

I making my wish for 11:11:11:11:11:11, I want to be your only one you love for the rest of your life. I love you.

I Love You 爱很简单 ( ai hen jian dan ) [MTV] 王若琳 ( joanna wangluoling )

2011-11-10T10:07:00.000+08:00

I Love You (OT: 爱很简单)

词:娃娃(英文词:陶喆) 曲:陶喆
编曲/制作:Bing Wang
唱:王若琳(joanna wang)
by:bn50add

I love you
say we're together baby
you and me

I can only give my life
And show you all I am
In the breath I breathe

I will promise you my heart
And give you all you need
If it takes some time

If you tell me you don't need me anymore
That our love won't last forever
I will ask you for a chance to try again
To make our love a little better

I love you
Say we're together, baby
Say we're together, woh
I need you
I need you forever baby
You and me

Say you hardly know
Exactly who I am
So hard to understand

I knew right from the start
The way I felt inside
If you read my mind

If you tell you don't need me anymore
That our love won't last forever
I will ask you for a chance to try again
To make our love a little better

Remember when you used to hold me
Remember when you made me cry
You said you loved me
Oh you did
yes you do

Love this song so much. Love every single word, like its means something to me. I dont know what it would be, maybe it happen or gonna happen soon.

Each time you sang this to me, i feel like tearing.

Too touched to hear it from you.

love you.

2011-11-10T09:31:00.009+08:00

对你只有真心话，没有大冒险。可当我说了真心话之后，你却让我大冒险。

No matter how bad your attitude is, i still love you as much.

5th monthsary with Agi

2011-11-04T03:34:00.000+08:00

I dono why every month of 4th falls on weekday or my night duty. Always unable to spend the whole entire day with baby.
Sigh.

lucky next month 4th is falls on the sunday.

got this braclete for baby.

and baby got me this

baked by her.

I LOVE RAINBOW CAKES. first time tried it. SO NICE!!!!

tata

Lovly

2011-10-10T06:33:00.001+08:00

Baby paste this right infront of the bed so we can see it when we are awake. Hehehee happy~~

Sorry

2011-10-10T06:27:00.001+08:00

Shouldn't have peep your weibo And we would be argue, I won't be crying, you won't be stop blogging, delete me from twitter and Facebook(both added back). For the period of time I though we won't be like before, u ll angry of me for a long period, you love me less, but in fact, we got closer, much more loving.
# dono why I can't stop myself fr tearing. It's use to be easy last time, now it's so hard to stop tearing. Will try less tear..

Love you always.

2011-10-08T01:57:00.001+08:00

Baby went out together with my family(besides my dad, Ofcoz). Went shopping at tamp, dinner at yishun. Surprisingly that my family likes Agi and I am happy too! Mark the day of me sending Volvo down for a walk coz baby not feeling well. Been wanting to bring him down alone but Agi not allow and cause of her not feeling well, I manage to do that..

Been staying over at baby hse for quite some time and I went home sleep for a day, ytd. Realize, I miss her as much just like we just got tgt even thou we tgt for four months.. ❤

sentosa with agi

2011-10-01T23:23:00.002+08:00

sentosa with agi ytd, we said we wanna go since ages so decided to go coz agi skin rash turn quite bad, my off day n baby took leave. had fun fly kite, frisbee with baby fren brian and sleeping during tanning.Vincy product is so good, i applied sunblock lotion and i dint cant much burn nor dark. HAPPY.

Getting more and more love you each day.

就

2011-09-30T02:01:00.001+08:00

就因为我(比较)爱你
-把我变成哭包，一点一点就哭。
-你说的每一个字，我都把他当真。
-就算是说假的，我的心都会很痛。
-我想不让你知道，我觉的哪里不舒服。
-我想自私的占有你。
-我真的很爱很爱你。

亲你的时候有点心痛，因为你让我觉得你爱她好多(从前)。
自讨苦吃。
我不应该做比较。
Sorry.

2011-09-23T00:42:00.001+08:00

Was on night duty and baby took half day leave due to some testing she has to do on midnight.. So I went over to her hse n sleep aft night duties, before she went to work she asked me to stay over instead of me gg home n sleep. She ask me to cook porridge that she has been craving for days and yup i agreed straight aft she said she wan porridge. Sent her to cab n off to buy ingredient then back to sleep. Cook some dish, Hehhehehe baby praise the vege I cook nice n she ate 3 bowl of porridge... Happy~~

Asked myself so many times how come I will wanna to settle down with her, willing to cook anything which I don't do last time n try to do gets the things she like for her(those affordable).. Hmm she just gave me the "right" feeling.. Love her so much, for being protective, caring, loving me..

*Words can't describe how i much I love you, how much I appreciate you, came into my world, my life.
thanks for choosing me to yours.
爱•

You won't know how much I wanting to be your only housewife.

2011-09-20T00:24:00.001+08:00

After more than a week of staying at baby hse, back to my own hse to sleep. Miss how baby say night to me..

<3 you

Miss you

2011-09-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

How to enjoy my time with friends when you keep appear in my mind, keep.

Without you.

Not a doubt anymore

2011-09-17T00:38:00.001+08:00

='(

Now, I have no doubts of saying I love you more than you do..

Your attitude still makes me love you as much.

My Surprise 22th birthday from Yan chan

2011-09-16T18:28:00.001+08:00

Spend my actual birthday day with baby, Yan chan. Silly her told me tt she got team building course to need attend Tt day so cant take leave and could only meet me evening time. Went to meet Laopo for dessert at vivo while waiting for baby.
Baby reached at 5 plus, dely daly told me tt she meeting her fren at haberfront which she use to work there(our plan is to have modestoes pizza den home told her tt I dont wan any present) so we went there.
End up she bought me up to have cable car dinning >.< so we were enjoying our dinner(average) there and ofcoz the view. Baby suggest to drop off at sentosa since the cable car able to stop over there, walked ard sentosa and baby told me she wanna go wave house for a drink, thirsty~~ before reaching wave house baby said tt she was very angry that I went with someone else to the resort oop wave house last time, siloso beach resort so she wanna go up there to the roof top, when oew there baby told me why not we go and knock other ppl doors, instead of pressing R(roof top) she press level 8 again( the button is just below R). Baby went to the door that nearest to the exist and when she wanted to knock(I hide at the staircase peeping) she said she wanna use her ezlink card to try to open the door, I was super nervous can, but in my heart I was thinking she wont be booking this room/hotel. And yes, the door open after she scan, what the hell, THE DOOR OPENED. I so scare that someone(my fren or hers) will pop out. So I peep, heyyyyy, my fav doreamon is on the bed, the doreamon makes me feel tt okay, is confirm baby booked the room. Happy~~~
Hehehehe out of speech, in my mind baby spend so much, silly her. She bought flowers, neckless and earring, doreamon and my fav apple strudel for me.. Spend the most prefect night just cause of her presence.
Thanks for everything, baby.
Love you.

Thank you agi for planning all lil surprise for jagiya. Really touched that you actually putting so much afford in, makes me feels that I am really important to you, really stand a big space in your lil heart. Dont be angry of your self, whatever you do, as long as you are with me, I'm happy and I don't need a special dates/plans.. Once again you making me to felt that I chose the right person to be together, to love and wanna live my life with. Love you Yan chan, and will always do. Mmmuackx 

Right one

2011-09-14T22:05:00.001+08:00

My silly baby Bought me to sky dinning, booked a rm in sentosa, bought me e gift I liked.What's really make me happy was to spend with you.❤

Once again You makes me feel tt I chosen the right person. Specially planned my birthday day well..
Love you Yan chan.

In love with me life.

2011-09-14T14:44:00.001+08:00

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Post Created Sep 14, 2011 1:20:43

2011-09-14T01:20:00.001+08:00

CHAN YAN MING
你听好，
我不能给你全世界，但是，我的世界，全部给你。

I LOVE YOU ❤

nothing i can do, watch you go.

2011-08-27T19:03:00.003+08:00

baby confirmed gg to taiwan end of sept after considering n reconsidering for few days regarding some issue with her ex. AND Yes, she gg to taiwan with her best fren and her ex which is also her best friends. She gg for 7 days, sharing the same room with her ex. According to baby, 3 person share a room, the 3rd person is a guy. Dont really want her to go, but she booked it when she was still with her ex, n tw is the place that she wanted to go long ago. felt heartaching but i cant do much, just have to keep asking her to go, its okay. After all its her best friend, ITS HER EX. i was thinking what can i do for this 7 days, must be crying every other day waiting n dying for her to come home save, no wifi connection, no smses. I just pray nothing will change, not betraying on me secretly.

-heartache.

Cried

2011-08-18T07:58:00.001+08:00

Woke up crying so badly when I got a dream. dreaming you are gg to Genting with your family without me. Leaving me all alone. Was with you on the coach n I have to got down somewhere, coz I can't go with you due to work the next following day. Pack my things, alight from the coach, at aljunie interchange took bus 88 back, so many things to take. Before I hop on to the bus, I drop in a hole, which how much strength I trying to pull my self up, I can't. Passerby saw, and no one help me. I am totally helpless.. End up I was in train, met farhana there. We were sitting in train to amk, n she gave me smth to cheer me up, on the paper these one I miss you sign, and again I tok of you wanted to capture it n sent to you but thinking tt u no 3G connection so I dint do tt and I start tearing in front of farhana. First time in My life i tear like this In my dream and when I woke up, it's real tear, yes I'm crying. Dream giving the feeling of you leaving me alone, and my tear flooding..

Before I dream this.
She was angry with me coz of my best friend hugged me to sleep. Izzit ridiculous? I alr say sorry, no more next time, she say she not angry but obviously she is not happy coz when I slept beside her, normally she will hug me sleep, say good Night to me. But she dint. I trying to hug her, say good night to her, shes like no reaction. I pull her hand n hug across me when we r sleeping, but aft awhile, she take back her hand.
Now, I have to think, should I go her hse stay tmr.. Should I say sorry to her again. It's my best fren hug me, not anyone else.. =( I really dono what she want. or what she angry .

way I miss you

2011-08-17T04:05:00.001+08:00

Missing you is too common in my life, is like turning to a habit.. Miss you so much everytime to the extend that when I walking to anywhere, I will imagine you is infront waiting or looking at me with a smile n I walking towards you happily. Miss you too much until I can imagine even when I'm work. Baby, I love you. Won't disappear or leave anytime, gonna stick to u like a glue n be what you want me to be. <3

2011-08-16T10:29:00.003+08:00

Baby got me the mac hello kitty watches i wanted. HEHHE

she gonna get me the whole set. sweet sweet*

baby trying to surprise me with this lil doreamon. CUTE MAX.

Look at the center.

another collection of the watch. Purplish*

离不开

2011-08-14T09:58:00.001+08:00

我好像发现我，越来越离不开你了。 好想和你住在一起, 和你做你喜欢的事，煮你爱吃的食物，配你一起吃早餐，静静的做在一旁看你工作，一起喝你爱的咖啡，帮你按摩当你累了，紧紧的抱着你当你说好烦/压力好大，爱接你下班，迷上了你牵着我手过马路，想要当我睁开眼看到的就是你。#loveyou

my silly girlfriend

2011-08-13T09:20:00.001+08:00

Girlfriend went to bought a lil doraemon n hide in bag, asking me to dig smth from her bag.. Hhahaha so cute.
Told her to kept it with her until the day she go tw, so went she was there, I can smell it.. So sad, the minute I got the doraemon so feel like crying thinking of her gg to tw, I might Cry daily to the doraemon. Miss her so much even we are separate for one hours. Tsk.

Rmb I was saying that baby might be gg to hk for work or Beijing, but she was not chosen..but Ytd she just told me that actually she rejected both of them. What the crap. Is a good opportunity, n the reason she gave me was, coz I can't bear to leave you n I want to celebrate ur Bday with you. Haiz. My silly baby.
I guess I can say to her, fine you love me more than I love you. Slightly a lil bit more.

A small lil surprise

2011-08-07T06:09:00.001+08:00

When to watch HP again with baby cause no one watching with her. Went to her hse stay n we went vivo for shopping n get present for Laopo coming bday the next day. Got the present and baby went to meet her fren so I went home alone at evening time and slept for 6 hrs. Baby know tt I was lazy to get out of bed n she get me supper(dinner) at my void deck, giving me a surprise. Hehehe love her. Love the way she flood me with her love.. Xx

❤

Silly me

2011-08-02T00:14:00.002+08:00

I feel so stupid for the first time. So feel like tearing over the phone. Hate it, how come I become so soft for you.

Plan to watch HP on fri and go baby hse n stick to baby whole sat. And baby just told me that sat she got BBQ plan with her fren instead of thursday, this, make me heartache out of sudden. Feel like tearing. what's wrong with me. Baby ask me to meet my fren more coz I've been busy pak tok. okay, fine. I will call and meet all of them.

What's hurts me the more was the plan ruin. How sad. I think only me who feel the pain, the heartache. Silly me.

was telling Babana about this, and i can feel my tear is filling my eyes. Almost tear while i talk, so i stopped and cool down.

Even babana said i became so soft. =(

爱让人变笨。

hmm

2011-08-01T19:23:00.002+08:00

baby told me since last month, she got meet up with her ite mate(which include her recent ex) on 4 aug which is our 2 months.. her fren asked her to bring me along but baby dint reply.

Havent been see baby this group of fren cause baby know they were bring difficulties and attitude to me. Baby very protective on me, even clothes i wore(at times).

I always alright that baby go meet up with her fren, im fine with that. just tt its our 2 months, and i off tt day(first time off on the 4th) and i wonder will baby bring me this time to see her fren. I wont be mad even she dont, coz i will be meeting her on fri and sat. too greedy alr.

i wont say a thing and i just wants to see whether she will meet her fren or meet me instead.

Genting 28/7-30/7

2011-07-31T02:22:00.012+08:00

Short getaway with baby straight aft my night duty.

We took 5 Star, the seat is so comfy with movie and games entertainment for us. ehehhe

HONEY MOON!

COLD EH!

My super cute agi

my present(baby)

super cold. 15 degrees. And i get to "Bian Bao" hahha

what my baby doing?

same pose.

Sometimes I just wanna be a lil greedy❤

2011-07-28T04:54:00.001+08:00

Just like i said Having you is like a gift for me, so I don't wanna lose you anytime. Getting more and more greedy. Greedy on you only. Knowing you have plans for me, unexpected and kinda of happy. Heh

People keep eyeing on you make me jealous, 不爽。可能我的占有欲有一点太强了。but so many cases making me abit use to it. Ermmmmmm.

Heading Genting in a while with Baby. Advance 2nd month anniversary trip. ❤❤❤ love her to bits.

thurs to sat + ZOO

2011-07-27T09:20:00.023+08:00

Thursday

Dinner with wonder but i dint attend, went to have dinner with baby and her colleague.

told baby i was sad that baby cant attend the wonder dinner with me and baby told me earlier on she also told her god mum that she quite disappointed that i cant go with her.

hmmm

so i choose to give up my wonder dinner and met baby. Baby was quite unhappy asked me go ahead with my dinner, but i just cant leave her alone. I know, one of us have to give in, so i choose to be the one.

BarPazza at china Sq

Friday

went baby hse to stay and baby took mc coz of the asthma attack again.

Baby went to office to collect Zoo tix tt we gg on sat and we went to Woodlands, yishun pasar malan and then to novena to get hat for her god dad and went back early.

LOVE LYING ON BABY CHEST.

Saturday

ZOOO DAY.

Been wanting to go zoo and went with baby friends.

ITS FREE!!! HEHEHHE

Cabbed there with her yeobo and EC.

Say cheeze!

BABY SO GREEDY!

While waiting for show to start.

LOVE HER TO BITS

Childhood game.

baby finally agree to go butterfly park with me. She dont even dare to post on cam. HAH

Baby Agi.

Waiting for 2013 to come. <3

2011-07-23T01:41:00.001+08:00

Done and proven that I can't go baby hse on weekdays when the next day she got to work. And no bed is allow.

I just got to know Baby actually got a plan for me. We plan to go Korea on next year Jan and save money to go greek on Nov. Baby say if our relationship still like now, den we get marry in holland but I said I want canada and she okay with it.. Hehhehe
Aft marriage time to save money to go maldives for honeymoon which I wanted and aft tt we would go Venice and fall in love all over again which how they intro it.. Hahahahhaha hmmm.. 3 years time. 2 years to marriage, 1 year to holiday..

Patiently waiting to be Mrs chan.

My decision.

2011-07-21T19:31:00.001+08:00

Having dinner now with baby and her grp of colleagues. Suppose to have dinner with Wonders but told them I will be joining them aft their dinner which means when my dinner ends. Gonna go with baby to look for them if they still out.
I know it's not nice to put plane last minute but it's like I wanna be with Yan Chan, Coz I feel so sad tt I actually can't go dinner with her fren and she feel the same way to me too where as she can't go with me. And she keep foreseeing me leaving her. Last night too. And she tear to sleep when I'm on night and I can't do anything with it. It's the not the first. So I wanna be with her for dinner with her them, giving her assurance.. I won't leave, I would stay and I just wanna be with her. Yes, her, Yan Chan.

Baby, I love you.

My Surprise

2011-07-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

baby surprise on 19/07/2011.

She woke up at 5am to make hearty pasta for me before she meet me then to work.

NICEEEE!!

mushroom also hearty. heheh

Dint take my dinner cause i was too full.

and baby waited for me at blk 4 for >90mins just to pass me dinner.

Guilty that why she dint tell me she was at downstair, and me letting her wait to wait for me.

LOVE HER,

LOVE THE WAY SHE SURPRISE ME.

Believe me

2011-07-21T02:20:00.001+08:00

All you have to do is just believe me, Yan Chan

Hate it when we are happily together and image start to hunt you. Of me riding away with another girl.
Just like I tell you I won't wanna ride again, I had a feeling that if I ride I will sure have accident so I choose not to ride and I don't feel like riding.
And I dont believe I would go with other pple when my sixth sense told me we would last. A strong one. At first, I feel we could be together for at least a year, den became three years, slowly I had that feeling we could be six years and now I wanna be forever.
Baby, even you Foresee me, foresee me leaving you but could you just believe me, believe in us. I hope some day your foresee will change to us living with a certificate, I will prove ur foresee wrong this time. Truly love you.

I felt so useless, when you need me the most and I can't be by your side.
Everything will be find.

Underwater world 16/07/2011

2011-07-20T17:34:00.019+08:00

Plan to go on our first months anniversary but we dint mange to go. So went after 2 weeks.

eyerrrrr

Dolphin logoon.

Angel fish

HUGES!

Bedok 85 for stingRay after seeing them at underwater world. HHA

What a crave baby and me had. hehe

Sunday 17/07/2011

Ord central ramen with baby

baby bought me this, shes been looking for a month plus.

BABY sent me to work.

steamboat at HV last friday.

2011-07-20T17:28:00.002+08:00

baby went to KPOP concert, so i went steamboat with them plus sky.

Away not gone

2011-07-18T09:01:00.001+08:00

You just gone, and I miss you alr.  always have to go through this phrase daily. 

Baby was the one who keep on sent me to work, looking at me from my back when I got up the lift to ward and the whole scene making her realize I have to go work, won't be able to stay with her.

Everytime I fetch baby from work and am so happy and looked forward seeing her, and today is the only day, first time sending her to bus stop coz I have ftt later. Looking at her got up the bus, looking at her waves to me, i hate the feeling. I finally understand how's she feels each time sent me to work. 不舍可是没办法。念。

Living with you, Yan

2011-07-16T09:05:00.001+08:00

Feel like staying with baby, able to see her everyday single minute, waiting for her to off work, groceries shopping for us, prepare Bf/dinner for her, cuddle her to sleep, helping her needs, be with her and by her side for 24 hrs. Every single day, every single moment.
Yes, wanna be Mrs Chan.
Baby name me that, she think that I can be her Mrs Chan and yeah, i'm ready to be. Spending the moment with her is like a dream, A dream that i looking forward to and wanted so long.
Spending days with her is like having a prefect dream, a prefect one that making me refuses to wake up from reality, making me afraid of loosing her any minute if I didn't keep her well, or not able to hold her tight enough.
Wants to be the only person she look deep into my eyes, using her eyes to speak to my heart telling that I am the one, only belong to her. Hugging me like a baby bear, hugged every night without fail. Holding me thru places and never let go even if she have to smoke. Kiss me like her a precious ones that she don't wanna loose, non-stop.

When I feeling unwell, baby cooked ginger tea for me, and she is that kind of person her family have to force her to drink since childhood. I refused to drink at first and baby offer to drink it with me. Really love the way she dote me. Fetching me from work at 0730hrs and sent me to work at 2100hrs aft our dinner and her work. Work for 4 days a week, and she doing this for at least 2 days. Loving, in love of flooding her with my love for her.
And Yes, to being Mrs Chan.

Baby, I love you.

A week

2011-07-15T09:51:00.007+08:00

Out for shopping at Tampine with Agi and Sister.

Bedok 85. YUMMY!

Went to EC hse, I spoiled the ballon chair. =/

Comfortable leh..

Miss baby

too hungry. Ate the salad that EC sister made.

Went to have steamboat with tim, sky and tgt with EC.

One day dint see baby, and i miss her so so so much.

HEART.

My tummy dint feel well for pass few day and agi cook ginger tea for me.

U know u found e right one when she gave up/do things coz she wants you t be happy,wants u t get well,Despite of dislike

and yes, she drink it with me even drinking will somehow kill her.

bought daddy to buy shirt.

Mosqitoes bite, on my left cheek. wth!

Sister ROM

my nt enuff sleep face.

From Yan (below)

first attemp of cheese cake, for Baby.

Watched harry porter last evening with Xyan, ken, Bev and sky. Nice show.

Stupid

2011-07-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

I feel so stupid, Baby called me and I dint saw and the phone was just beside me. What the fuck. and she not bringing phone to drink( she ia drinking beside pool) Seriously fuck it.

can imagine whole night i wont be listen to her voice and ofcoz not her sms. HATE IT.

GONNA ADJUST MY RINGTONE VOLUME FROM ONE BAR TO THREE BAR.

One month anniversary

2011-07-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

Celebrate our one month in advance due to im working and so does she.

Surprise from me to Agi

Plan was to have dessert buffet but changed the plan to have sushi at ord central instead.

HUNGRY GHOST FACE!

Psycho Agi to take neoprint with me. HEH

TATA

I THINK ITS SO NICE. MAD LOVE.

Dinner at Raindrop outside cine aft the transformer movie ends

had Frolick.

Took bus and baby walk me home.

Random

2011-07-05T09:24:00.004+08:00

have steamboat at baby fren hse.

NTUC shopping for ingredient

taken by baby

Qi bday dinner

2011-07-05T08:57:00.003+08:00

Celebrate Qi bday at City Sq Mall Aston for dinner on 30 june.

A simple one yet filled with laughter.

Yao unable to make it due to some issue.

bff

2011-06-30T10:27:00.007+08:00

cookie i made for baby

Dinner with Bff aft dental appt

Baby always try to meet everyday when she is able to do it. even for few mins.

meet her in the morning for bf before she gone to work to pass her the cookies and she meet me aft i met my bff. heh

HUGGED her

bf with baby in the morning before meeting bff.

4D3N getaway at Agi hse.

2011-06-30T09:22:00.010+08:00

Shall let this picture do part of the talking.

Friday

24/06/2011

made by Agi mum, YUMMY!

25/06/2011

Saturday

Brunch at kenny rogerys

BABY slice for me. hehe

forty hands cafe for coffee.

26/06/2011

Sunday

tim sum at redstar with baby colleague.

Udders ice cream

THIEVES

27/06/2011

Monday

massage

baby meet me for BKT aft visit fiona

lovelove

TGIF

2011-06-25T09:45:00.001+08:00

Heading to Agi hse stay over for 3d2n or mayb 4d3n. Max love❤. She's sleeping now, I can't really sleep even I am so so tired, am keep yawning. Slept awhile and I dreamt her, how funny when she is just besides me sleeping soundly. Turn here and there, listen to songs, STILL unable to fall a sleep or go to sleep.
Out of a Sudden, had a sudden feeling, I'm so afraid, so scare that she is leaving me. So in love yet need to leave, shouldn't feel this way when she promised me she won't. The last time I had this feeling is 3 weeks ago. Why does this come back. Wanna to eat the sweet she bought so I might get better, but she is beside, I don't wanna let her see/know.
She told me that she gonna/might be choose to go Shanghai for half a year to work, separate =( half year. One day can kill me and now(if), 180 days. How am I gg to survive and pull thru the day without you.
Plan for today, sleep till awake, do her fav things, coffee cafe/read books, home cooking.

- first rainbow sweet.
Really need it.

Sat, Sun

2011-06-21T09:07:00.008+08:00

Saturday

WHAT A NERVOUS DAY.!

Met Agi GOD MUM at chinatown for diner with a group of her colleague aft she attended the PinkDot event. Quite nervous. went to have supper with Sky, rita at prata shop, Had my fav nasi branyin and went to movie with agi at towm

Agi passed my this. She get fr HK last time. MAD CUTE.

New hair style. i tink she look like xiao gui with that hair.

She bought me this.

Sticky tt agi bought for me. Asked me to eat one when i have sour feeling when she not with me, But she hope i wont take any. hmmm. But the sweet is so tempting. AHHHHH

SUNDAY

Create by Agi, SWEET!

Told AGi i feeling xlb, and she bring me to eat the next day. HAHA

Love the colour. Smth we wont miss.

BULLYING ME! HURHURHUR

my punishment for not bringing the sticky sweet in my bag.

Cup cake for night duty. =(

Agi always very thoughtful to sent me and fetch me from work. I wonder how long will she do that? ♥

Friday ♥

2011-06-18T12:37:00.008+08:00

i dont like friday when everybody looking forward to it BUT now aft i got tgt with Agi and she work office hour and i off on thur to sat i start to look forward on it, TGIF!

Met Agi for breakfast before her work.

Wonders meet up in the evening. Best meet up of the year ever. What else but Gossiping.

(Photo will be up soon)

Sushi for her. First attempt. and she like it. heheh

Feel like i dress like office wear. HAHA

Breakwater

Ice Cream Sweet fr Agi.

SWEET!

Key to her heart.

P/S: I LOVE HER SO MUCH, SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T IMAGINE.

Just a dream

2011-06-18T03:39:00.001+08:00

Why would I keep dreaming those dream that I don't wants to appear in my dream. Fucking hate those dream.
Dream that Agi kissing with someone(her BFF) on the left and while right side holding my hand. We were at a pub and obviously is the BFF drunk and went beside Agi and kiss her. WTH. Agi push her away. Super hate it. I love Agi as much as she love me. And we r both afraid of loosing each other. Isn't it funny?! Those dream gaving me a hard time and ofcoz to Agi. She hurts too cause of how I behave. I'm really so sorry but just can't help thinking of the dream and when I forgotten, u remind me. Sigh. Someone in her office keep buying her Bf and her fav gong cha, kind of not happy but what to do. But she dint take any of the drinks or Bf. Love her to the max. She is so special that I wanna spent my whole life with. I swear.
❤ Yan Chan

Botanic Garden

2011-06-16T21:31:00.004+08:00

Agi came to fetch me after my night duty on wednesday.

Bought me to Botanic Garden for a walk and Breakfast.

Acc her to tpy to see doctor and get the mc and str to her hse to sleep.

Evening time she went to meet her ex so i went to had dinner with Bff and str to work.

My love.

Nice breakfast with Love.

Mmm i am okay

2011-06-15T03:57:00.002+08:00

I guess i should be okay. I would be fine, I wouldnt want to care much, And I will believe.

Agi has to meet her ex every week, her ex will text essay, call her oftenly, her ex just wanna get back with agi even though agi maked things clear with her.

they used to be good fren, even break up also will remain as good fren(BFF).

I am alright with that, from the very first time when Agi told me she meeting her ex, ofcoz i get kind of jeaslous(Who wont feel tt way?! ) even when we are not tgt. She did assure me, and i think slowly i get use to it for their weekly. Hate each time we are happily dating and the ex call and disturb. Agi blocked her call/msg when we are out last week. This gonna last for a few months, i guess or even forever when i with agi.

I believe her, i believe. I do.

I'm just not really use to it she have to meet her, need to fight for feeling.

My heart not feeling good. I know its not heartache. I just cant descrides it.

Give me 2 weeks, i SHOULD be fine.

爱, 很简单

2011-06-15T03:45:00.002+08:00

Been wanting Agi to sing this song 爱, 很简单 for me, and she refused.

she sang 忘了是怎么开始也许就是对你有一种感觉 to me when she sent me to work, making my heart itch for the day(Sunday) till now. Every time the song i want she will sing then sent to me and i would save in my itunes. ( i already had 3 songs)

this time round, she refused to sing to me cause she said to me she wont sing to me when i ask for it. (she only will sing and sent to me secretly without me expecting anything)

SIGH.

So i decided to sang to her with my just woke up voice( terrible )

3 Off

2011-06-13T01:25:00.006+08:00

family dinner at cafe cartel(photo will upload soon) on thurday, Is also a meet up session for Agi to my siblings. Agi joined us aft her dinner with her fren and guess up WE ARE BOTH SUPER NERVOUS. Starbucks aft the meet up.

friday watched movie and had dinner with agi..

Saturday- "BIG" day for me, meetin Agi family at town. Agi suggested to go Ikea cause she knows i wants to go long ago. HAHHAA

Everythings went well. HEHEH

FOOD!

Laopo helped me to get this for Agi, she loves it.

♥ ♥ ♥

Meet up with Bff + Agi

2011-06-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

Dinner at popeye with Agi at tpy with Bff Yao and Qi.

AHHAHA

Agi damn nervous. Another meet up session with my sis and bro at Mq cafe cartle. She is super stress now. hahaha

Anyway i gonna meet her fren on sat too. I should be the one nervous! 4 of them =/

06062011 first surprise =)

2011-06-07T03:58:00.003+08:00

Agi come by to "surprise" me aft my night duty. heh

we were texting eachother and she said she just woke up by the alarm ard 6plus, asked her go back to sleep and meet her dinner instead of both. although i really wants her to come, but i know she is tired and she seldom have weekday leaves, so i rather her to sleep and its raining, BEST TIME TO SLEEP. Had a feeling that she will be my work pl blk lobby waiting for me, but i donwan to have this false hope so i just drop this thinking. HAHA and yeahh, she was here. So cute. A very expected, not so surprise seeing her there♥.

Breakfast with Her at MOS burger(super tasty),tpy for Koi(crave for long) then i went home to sleep and meet Agi for dinner over her fren hse.

First time meeting her Eyecandy, super nervous eh..haha heart rate went up to 150 i guess. Learned Hk Mj, ate dinner and went to work with Agi accompanied.

Life is so great with her, that i dont wanna leave an inches.♥

she told me that she was quite sad/angry that she cant surprise me. HAHA.

Anw, Agi promised me to fetch me if she got leave on weekday(rear chances) and i will cook for her on thurs/fri if she off in returned.

My Love

2011-06-05T09:49:00.008+08:00

This morning at starbucks.

Is time to save money to open a starbucks. Coffee at starbucks is like everyday, i bet they earned lot leh! >.<

gg to work at night. MOODLESS.

meeting agi for breakfast if she can wake up, home sleep and meet her for dinner.♥

Saturday 04/05/2011

Mosburger for lunch.

Deadline for education trip report on monday. I was struggling like mad.

went to starbucks to write. 4 reports 5 hrs. Agi keep me companied for the 5 hrs. THANK YOU.

went to town for frolick and the cathy for movie Hangover 2, the show is freaking funny.

Friday 03/05/2011

Agi took home leave to work at home instead of office on friday. Make lunch for her and surprise her at her door. YUP! SUCCUESSFUL. =)

She went out with frens and i went to zouk with wonders.

2011-06-02T10:12:00.002+08:00

3 nights finally its over and yes today its my sleeping day. heh.

gonna meet kaino and fiona for dinner at HV later, friday gg to DoubleO club with yuzie and rini and sat gonna meet Agi. need to do my report(for beijing tour). So sad.

I hate to do report, need to crack my brain and i wonder how many brain cell i would kill.

drew on Agi fingers. ♥

addicted to this song.

Say Hello to my Love

2011-05-30T09:30:00.012+08:00

YEAH! AGI fetch me fr airport. Miss her to bits.

its like counting down every single second when i am away.

seriously cant wait to go back!

candy floss.

super nice.

Agi. stick to her whole day and night till the next day.

meet bear couple for dinner.

an hour of my FEAR.

flower.

breakfast for Agi

P/S: I am single, but taken. =)

Bei jing educational tour may 24-28

2011-05-30T09:19:00.003+08:00

went beijing for educational tour. dont feel like gg at all.

Physically in beijing but hearts belongs to somewhere is Sg. tsk. Everyday is like torturing to my brain, my heart and me. =(

Sunday+ Monday Love

2011-05-23T09:53:00.005+08:00

one cart hand made ring by me. HAH

Breakfast for Agi

Saturday

2011-05-23T09:33:00.008+08:00

Met new sweet friends.

Went to locker room for awhile and home coz i was morning shift the next day.

HE IS SUPER CUTE, CAN!

retro.

where to get this type of phones now aday?

One day girl friend. haa

Friday Night

2011-05-21T08:18:00.007+08:00

Dinner at Coffee club, Coffee at wheel lock starbucks and breakfast at Balestier plaza.

just like what i said, my sixth sense always the right one. i post this on twitter one hr and ago

"She holds me, giving the feeling she doesn't want to leave me. Can feel her phobia. Can you feel mine?"

she told me this, aft one hr and she dont even have my twitter acc.

And it freaking scary when Her dream came true, exactly what happen. Hugging on the road side and I Said Wah Sakura.(leaves) and it's happen just now. Mad scary.

_________________________________________________________________________

walking maraton, fr 313-cine-shaw-wheel lock-united sq-balestier- and lastly bus to tpy and home.

P/S: I cant promise you i would stay, but i can promise you i wont leave, at least now. ♥

*我最幸福的时刻, 就是和你在一起的时候*

News

you are my dream come true

Baby Birthday surprise One

Happy new year

2012 Resolution

ramdon

Tokyo

27/11/2011 marked the day i offically bought yan home

那些年

11:11:11:11:11:11

I Love You 爱很简单 ( ai hen jian dan ) [MTV] 王若琳 ( joanna wangluoling )

5th monthsary with Agi

Lovly

Sorry

sentosa with agi

就

Miss you

Not a doubt anymore

My Surprise 22th birthday from Yan chan

Right one

In love with me life.

Post Created Sep 14, 2011 1:20:43

nothing i can do, watch you go.

Cried

way I miss you

离不开

my silly girlfriend

A small lil surprise

Silly me

hmm

Genting 28/7-30/7

Sometimes I just wanna be a lil greedy❤

thurs to sat + ZOO

Waiting for 2013 to come. <3

My decision.

My Surprise

Believe me

Underwater world 16/07/2011

steamboat at HV last friday.

Away not gone

Living with you, Yan

A week

Stupid

One month anniversary

Random

Qi bday dinner

bff

4D3N getaway at Agi hse.

TGIF

Sat, Sun

Friday ♥

Just a dream

Botanic Garden

Mmm i am okay

爱, 很简单

3 Off

Meet up with Bff + Agi

06062011 first surprise =)

My Love

Say Hello to my Love

Bei jing educational tour may 24-28

Sunday+ Monday Love

Saturday

Friday Night

我最幸福的时刻, 就是和你在一起的时候